happiness

oh man. so matthew. i've been talking to him for more than a month now. probably almost 2 weeks ago we started texting each other. so now we talk all through out the day. he's basically amazing. he's from north carolina, has a southern accent, tucks his shirt in and is a complete dork but i wouldn't change a thing. honestly all through out the day i can't stop thinking about him. i have the hardest time waiting for him to text me in the morning cause i'm so eager to talk to him. but sometimes i let him text me first cause i wanna make sure he's actually interested in me.

he's so funny, he's constantly making me laugh and smile. he's a christian and goes to church and a mens bible study every week. his family is so important to him and he talks about his parents with such respect. and we have so much in common its great.

so tonight we talked on the phone for the first time. i was sooooooo nervous, my heart was pounding like crazy. but once we started talking, that all went away. we were able to just talk. we talked about our days and i told him about the movie i saw tonight. haha then we talked about guys tucking their shirts in. he just can't believe that guys here don't tuck their shirts in.

he says he's gonna try to go to ny when me amber and vanessa are there to see david. i really hope he can. cause by that time it'll be more than 4 months, almost 5. and by then i'll be so ready to meet him. we figured that going to ny would be cheaper for him since he lives on the east coast. man i hope he can come, i'd seriously be the happiest girl in the world.

ahhh. ya. lol. i hope this all works out. it's gonna be hard especially if we really start dating. cause the way i see it is that we might as well be. he calls me huney buns and i call him babe/baby all the time. but we agreed that we'd meet before we start dating. man it's gonna be hard. but right now, we're just gonna keep getting to know each other :D